Myself - A Poem
The world of beautiful rainbows, or black skies.
My heart that suffers.
My soul that yearns.
Something I'll never know.
A part of my being.
Something I do too often, that hurts me most.
Something like chocolate.
Something I must have.
The world I created through writing.
One word I wish I had never learned.
The precious gift I nearly took away.
The Ramblings of an Uncontrolled Mind
My words scrambled together like eggs Saturday morning. My life seemed to be on hold while I looked for something I had thrown to the floor to be collected and put away later. I felt broken almost. I craved for things I couldn't reach. I longed for that day I could stand up and say: "Hey! This is who I am. Accept me." Forget that I was a 21 year old nobody. I wanted change.
It wasn't for anyone else, just for me. I wanted everything, yet I wanted nothing. I wanted the things that only movie stars have. But I didn't want the trouble of it.
Mindless beings we all seem to be. Casting shadows upon grounds that never belonged to us, only borrowed.
Casting my shadow was a sin all on its own. I wanted nothing more than to tear it down and star